Today’s deck is the Tarot of Mystical Moments.
This one is only half new, I used a miniature version of it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaagers ago.
Today’s reading is an acknowledgement that self-control is a matter of effort, of very exhausting effort while at it.
Started the day heading out for a walk. As much for the fact that walking keeps me sane as to not let the cobwebs hit me too hard… which they did later in the day.
There were no major appointments I had to deal with today, so my day consisted of two things: dissociating while playing games, and dissociating while looking through old files.
I couldn’t tell you what posessed me that I wanted to scour through an old hard drive I had laying nearby but what I can tell you is that there wasn’t anything too interesting. Aside from maybe one folder most of it was backups of things I’ve dowloaded from DLsite and such. Most of it files I still have access to online but it’s been handy to have locally at least three times by now.
I did test out specifically this one external HDD that was nested in some clothes and fell when I pulled the clothes. We’re talking spread open where I had to snap the case back into place… and it still worked?????
I swear to God HDDs are weird, they’ll fall like that and still work but then get bumped slightly and there goes everything.
After I had no file searching to dissociate to I shifted to playing games, specifically Coal LLC.
I’ve talked in the past about my love of “dig, cash in, meet quota” type games and this one has a certain Flash aesthetic on top that I can’t help but really like.
I also played a couple of rounds of CloverPit before shifting gears to doing something else.
I’ve been doing some sorting of doll clothing. Roughly classifying them and sorting the little bags where I ended up mixing one too many outfits in a single place. I’m also setting aside the stuff that’s always needed like underwear and socks.
In the process I’ve also been putting “Halloween-y” stuff into its own side, by which I mean “anything that’s more of a costume” and I was kinda surprised at how much of it there is until I kinda realized… yeah, almost like dolls are more often dressed in this sort of thing instead of regular clothes or something.
Also, the weird craving for Green veggies and leaves continues and gotta wonder what I’m missing that I’m still feeling the urge to get those.
At least the supermarket makes it super convenient to just get a tray of premixed leaves. But the funny thing is how you think, you SWEAR you’re getting something healthy…
…only for this hellspawn to be like “you know what would go well with this? Some mayo.”