Today’s deck is the Micane Tarot.
Pretty solid, though I’ll admit the cards feel on the cheaper side but not to their detriment.
This doesn’t have a huge gimmick, though if I understand correctly, it’s based on micane.jp, a popular website with free fortune telling.
Today’s reading foretells withdrawal, loneliness, a lack of hope, and struggle… but struggle telling of perseverance.
I mean I always feel lonely, so no duh there.
So anyway, as I said last post I took a 4 hours nap and woke up… completely lost because I assumed after I went to sleep that was another day down the drain yet here I am with a whole day ahead.
Luckily there’s a thunderstorm warning so going out is not a good idea anyways, UNLUCKILY I have to go get my meds at night.
That wasn’t the only natural thing I woke up to, a friend from Wakayama told me they were having some shakes. Nothing strong but the sort of thing where it’s constant magnitude 3 tremors.
I took to cleaning my apartment some, and I think I should explain why I’m always sorting stuff in my apartment. To put simply: I’m constantly sifting through the layers of depression I had. It’s worth noting, however, that compared to when I was sorting things last year and I kept finding things from four years ago I completely forgot about, nowadays it’s more things like… piles of clothing I had to thin out anyways and such.
In the end I did go get my meds thankfully. Something that happened while I was waiting for the clinic to open was that some guy on BlueSky asked me what a “concession stand” was (this because I used the word on a completely unrelated conversation). I saw that he had a Venezuelan flag on his profile so I shifted to replying in Spanish, and after a couple of replies he blocks me and goes “Aha! I found another bot”.
My man, you’re the one that searches the word Venezuela, comes into other people’s conversations, and talk about reporting for bot activity when someone decides to politely answer you question nonetheless.
My other phone hadn’t refreshed the notifications so I actually got to see whatever the fuck he posted and blocked him back.
That said, it’s wild how blocks work on bsky. For example: If you talk to me and you block me, your messages will just say they’re blocked no matter who sees them. If you’re logged out or in a different account you will see the “blocked” empty space.
It’s especially wild when Twitter is making blocks less effective to have that level of blockability.
Back to the meds, I was actually told that I’ve been normal stable for long enough that now I have the option to get my meds without a consultation beforehand. Not that the consultation takes long but it’s more for the benefit of things moving faster in the clinic.
I also started an audiobook about the Book of Enoch and there’s a lot of bits already worth pointing out but for now I’ll just say… man they always remove the most interesting books from western canon what the fuck.
OH also before I forget, some doll clothes arrived. They’re more on the skimpy side so it’s probably more of a summer thing, but I was trying out the TcDoLL website anyways.