Immobilized by tiny bras

Today’s deck is the Gregory Scott Tarot.

I don’t know who Gregory Scott is but his deck has style. I like how cards were reinterpreted from their core meaning, like Death being an empty grassland, or The Devil being a man trapped under a glass cage like some insect.

Today’s reading has portents that I might realize developing some skill was key all along to something I felt missing.

The Tower as ” bringer of revelation” is different from Judgement in that Judgement is more like realizing “maybe I should move”, whereas Tower is like “Should I move, maybe?” and then the roof falls.

This reading doesn’t ring anything immediately obvious to me, but it does feel like it’s resonating with something inside of me…

I woke up to sort some assorted bank STUFF and having decided that I did enough adulting I did groceries and came back home

Main focus today was sorting all of my doll’s clothing. It’s not just having winter clothes and also getting all the school uniforms for when spring comes, but I was also gathering all the underwear and general use clothes to have them in one place rather than thrown all over the place in different containers.

Thanks to hyperfixation kicking in I managed to do a shocking amount of work on that. By the end of it the biggest task at hand left was basically to grab some bags with mixed clothes in them (from when I had a few laying in so I put them in the same bag to sort later) and see what’s inside of them.

When I briefly returned from sorting clothing to rest, I saw everyone talking about Nvidia doing something dumb with AI because of course they would and I decided to just return to doing my thing.

I don’t wanna say that people overreact because they aren’t they’re reacting in a rightful way, rather, I worry sometimes that I’m the one that underreacts. That my defense mechanism of shutting off anything but my most immediate concerns makes me blind to some bigger thing I should be more aware of.

Or maybe I’m so predisposed to stress that when I managed to keep calm I assume something’s wrong.

Still undecided on which it is.



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