Today’s tarot is Nefertari Tarot.
It has a cool gold holo effect, but the cards felt a bit too thin…
Today’s reading feels like a self-diagnosis of me doubting my ability to persevere.
Refer to the “dry leaf in the hand of God” stuff I wrote a couple of days back for reference on how fitting this is.
I also tried the Dreams of Gaia deck, but it’s one of those that’s basically its own system, down to having like 23 major arcana.
Didn’t have time for a lesson from the book today, haven’t had time to properly sit and break down the daily readings either, now that I think about it.
Just let things flow Fer, just let things flow…
Flow and not reflow like your stomach’s fluids.
To be fair, while the acid reflux that woke me up this time around was STRONG, and while stress IS a considerable factor in getting that to begin with, I also ate like shit the day before… that change in diet IS a sign of stress, but still.
I chugged more stomach medicine than usual with tan soda and tried to sleep it out.
I ended up waking up at like 5PM and I had psychiatrist at 7 so I went out really hungry to get those meds.
Something funny that happened was that some firemen were doing muscle training right outside the mall.
I went to get a burger at Shake Shack and figured I should get the meds while at it.
I had to wait about an hour but I’m gonna be honest, I just… tuned out so hard that I didn’t notice.
Back home, I got this one utility tool for woodcarving that I was waiting excitedly to arrive and the packaging is just Amazing.
I tried to carve a chain but the first attempt was a dud. Funnily enough though, that only makes me more excited to try again now that I know better.
There’s a couple of games I’ve played in the past couple of days but I’ll write about those later. For now I need to relax a bit.