Today’s deck is the Red Fairy Tarot.
Looking up “Red Fairy Tarot” shows me a professional tarot reader but no clue if it’s related to this deck. Whoever made it is bold enough to put a trademark note on the inside of each card though.
Today’s reading feels like it’s reassuring me, in these… oddly interesting times that “your feelings are not wrong”.
So one of the things I tried to start yesterday was uncluttering my bedroom… the problem was that being at the tail end of a visit and having had An Eventful Night right before I started by putting things on my bed and then………….. was too tired to do anything.
Thus, in a funny turn of events, E’s futon for the length of her stay became a super handy inpromptu bed for tonight.
I had lowkey forgotten the plenty of reasons why I stopped sleeping on the floor like two years ago but I didn’t sleep BADLY at least.
There’s other details I forgot to mention.
One was the detail that yesterday (and continuing today) I’ve had a really annoying shoulder pain, and this is relevant because in a funny twist, the thing that gave me shoulder pain wasn’t carrying E’s collapsing body or hugging her in slightly uncomfortable positions while she Went Through It, but just… bad sleep position.
The other was that E had an amazingly bad timing with her trip, as in, everything from events like the Street Festa to product releases happened either before she arrived or after she left. In fact, not only did she learn that a friend of hers arrived at the country right after she left, but a CD I had preordered for her of ProSeka arrived AT THE SAME TIME THAT SHE MESSAGED ME THAT SHE BOARDED THE PLANE.
The most notable thing I did today was clean the filter in my AC, something I had never done mainly out of forgetting the AC had such a thing or thinking it was on the outside unit instead.
No shit it smelled kinda funny when I started it God Damn. For the record this is basically almost 5 years on the dot of being turned on all day during summer and winter, and with that in mind…. could be worse, honestly.
I got to my psychiatrist appointment but decided to get the pills tomorrow since my brain was just… elsewhere, no idea where, but elsewhere for sure.
After I got back I sorted things for a while and then dissociated playing Blue Prince.
Finally got to the credits, good game. Dunno if I’d call it my GOTY but that’s more a matter of preference than quality. You will not hear me say it’s bad though, friction and all.
I do have that trip to Ise on Sunday, I should pack up for it in advance.