Today’s deck is The Lost Forest tarot.
Easy, that’s down left, up left, down left, up left, up left.
…wait, no. That’s Mobius Desert in Digimon World 3.
The deck is fine, but that sort of… for lack of a better word, “nebula” artstyle is something LLMs have ruined. I don’t think this one is AI-generated, feels a bit too deliberate, but y’know…
I woke up with a call from the water company and I realized I forgot to pay one of the bills. Today’s reading is basically reflecting on that spook of “ah shit I was this close to having the service cut…”
My sleep schedule has regulated a bit… problem is it regulated on the wrong timezone, bigger problem is that next week is one of those weeks where I gotta be an adult and do scheduled stuff.
I’ll figure things out, it’s just slightly cumbersome.
The lack of meds is definitely playing a part in that. Most of the people I chat with are busy and such and without that nor any external stimuli outside of my hyperfocus while cleaning I end up feeling sleepy.
…you know, my dad used to get dangerously sleepy in certain car rides and the solution to that was a combination of my mom telling me to yap on about anything and him snacking on something.
It’s slightly obvious from other things he has ADHD too but it’s always curious to remember random stuff like that.
Anyways, due to all of that stuff, after cleaning for a bit I ended up deciding to go to bed with the hope that MAYBE I’ll sleep in early and that’ll push my chedule backwards.
That did not happen, but I didn’t have anything else to do anyways and it let me rethread mentally stuff from that one project I mentioned I wanted to explore and because I was remembering all the bits and pieces after not thinking about them for years I got… oddly excited?
It’s reassuring to feel excited about your own story like that, not gonna lie.