Today’s deck is Luna’s Kuromi Tarot.
Everything good about yesterday’s My Melody deck applies here but now the theme is Kuromi.
Today’s reading is telling me I’m kneecapping myself by not pursuing “secret projects”, that thinking too hard about its monetary potential and whatnot is making me sulky.
The timing of this is… fascinating.
Recently I went through my DLsite purchase history to find the earliest ones out of curiosity, and there’s this one I bought in like 2017 that’s basically about going home to your sister and having sex whenever. It strikes me as the sort of game you play daily in parallel to your own life.
I’ve been wanting to make one of those for forever now, I’ve actually been trying to use dolls as sprites to scratch that itch since at least 2021 but I always end up feeling silly and doing nothing with it all.
I actually have a bunch of 1/6 silicone body dolls for that purpose and I’m always on the brink of doing something and end up doing nothing.
Perhaps I should, perhaps I need to scratch that itch for fun. Not worry about whether I’m wasting my time indulging on that and stuff.
Fittingly, I spent today mainly browsing for doll clothes in Amazon (Hi-play which is meant to be more for adult collecting), which eventually led me to browsing for bootleg anime figures, the kind that’s molded to be nude and stuff.
Though to be fair most of them don’t take that much to cast the clothes away.
Then I just went through that rabbit hole. Today was a Do Nothing sort of day. I think part of it is that the visa papers that took up all of last month got finally solved and the tension is letting loose.
I did go out to get some snacks though and man, the sky is so pretty at this time of year