Today’s deck is the Kumacchi Tarot.
GOD it’s been so long since I last used a deck with cards of a more normal size… This one is really well made though, both in useability and general cuteness. Definitely going into regular rotation.
Today’s reading reflects a general hesitation on moving onto the next step of chasing ambitions. Translated into more understandable ways, it’s reflecting the “I wanna do X and Y and Z but I’m so tired” problem.
Speaking of which…
My body is Not Having IT today.
Like, nothing.
In general.
Woke up after lord knows how long with a migraine and I was just exhausted.
I’m gonna jump ahead and reveal that I did basically nothing today. I nursed the migraine and played Binding of Isaac all day.
The interesting thing, however, is noticing how I reacted to trying to relax.
I would un-stick myself from the screen after a few runs and I’d have this… dread overcome me, a dread of “okay, something probably blew up while I wasn’t looking”.
Nothing did, and yet I kept feeling like disconnecting myself was tempting fate or something.
Even the fact that I was relaxed and just chillin’ playing Isaac felt wrong like I was putting something aside to do that even though not only I wasn’t, but being the weekend and me waking up when I did meant I couldn’t do things even if I wanted.
The fact that one gets used to stress will never not be wild and annoying to me.