Today’s deck is the Liber Florum Tarot.
It’s just a traditional Waite deck but the twist is that it has flowers on them associating their meaning with each card.
Today’s reading talks about indecision.
Like… I need you to understand: I pulled THREE CARDS with a theme of indecision.
Sheesh…
Recovery is going well. Some would argue TOO well, even.
I sleep like a motherfucker and then because I slept so long I end up dragging myself out of bed because I’m hungry. Except that because my throat is still destroyed I can only eat so much before it gets sore again.
Anyway, once out of bed I started doing some chores and I decided to call the trash collecting service. Most of the junk is in the balcony already anyways.
Then I started feeling kinda hot.
Very hot actually.
I’m sweating, what the fuck?! Normal sweat too, not fever sweat.
Well, turns out we’ve officially entered that late winter/early spring stage where at night the temperature is shit like 3 or 2 but then when the sun comes out BAM sudden 15.
It’s not the worst, really; if anything I prefer that weather. The only issue is being in Heavy Coat mode when it happens.
I went to get some chinese food. It was amazing as usual but I can tell I still have a kinda small stomach from not eating as much.
Thinking about it, that’s probably what all the three flavors of indecision in the reading are reflecting: I wanna do so much, but also I’m not fully healthy yet.
To be perfectly honest I should actually be more in bed than I’ve been. Not even because I’m pushing myself but because it’s the thing you should do when sick just on principle.