Today’s deck is the Paulina Tarot.
Dissapointed it’s not a Paulina Rubio deck, but the disappointment is mitigated because god Damn, this is one hell of a deck. The style gave me similar vibes to the sort of thing Yoshitaka Amano does.
Today’s readin is, sadly, one of those that hits too close to home for matters I cannot talk about in public.
I slept so much dude holy shit.
Like, I go to bed and I’m like “I’ve been awake for only like 8 hours, this will be a nap so I’ll just plop on bed fully dressed”. Because to be fair that happens a lot. ADHD means that even medicated there’s moments where a slight drop in stimulation leaves me lethargic, I go to bed, and 10 minutes later I jolt awake because my body remembered it’s not actually sleep time yet.
This time, however, I ended up sleeping like 9 hours, and I only woke up because I was hungry and thirsty. So I solve that and I end up going back to bed.
In total I slept like 15 hours at least. It was the kind of disoriented where I see the clock be like “6:00” and I legitimately don’t know if it’s AM or PM.
I didn’t have the weird headache today, though. So hey…
With the weird lethargy and all of that looming over me it ended up being a very lowkey sort of day again. I wanted to finally transfer photos to my PC but the HDD was full. Basically the rest of the day was spent checking the pile of files that piled up from DLsite and such, checking which ones I wanted to keep and backing up the rest.
I need to think about heading out even if it’s during the early morning, though. I know myself and this path leads to brain cobwebs if I’m not careful.