Today’s deck is The Muse Tarot.
It’s good! Hilariously I was like “Ah fuck me they’re trying to be special with the name of the suits” and then I realized they just named it after their main thing, eg: Emotions are Cups.
Today’s reading advises that self-retreating isn’t all too bad when you’re feeling like you’re in a rut.
Man I don’t even know what day it is anymore.
I posted last entry (logging what happened on Saturday) on Sunday while I thought it was Monday.
Then I go around cleaning around, sorting things here and there, and I go to sleep at like 7am thinking “hey I’m slightly sleepy, let’s take a nap and that way I can go to my psychiatrist appointment at 8PM easier”.
I ended up waking up at like 5PM and I had to put so much effort into dragging my ass out of bed that by the time I did it was 7PM. So out I go.
It is Monday night, I go to the psychiatrist and get my recipe. I had nothing else to do so I go get the pills and apparently there was a typo on the prescription where it said I was to only get one pill. Thankfully all it took was a call from the pharmacy to make sure.
Man, if only all paperwork in this country had that benefit.
I’m done with business and it was a really interesting feeling how despite the psychiatrist appointment anchoring me to “it’s Monday” my inner clock was just… fried.
With or without meds, my brain got hyperfixated on cleaning and I’ve officially entered Phase 3 Cleaning, which is the point where any semblance of protocol goes out the window and the trash bags start piling up faster and faster.
With apologies to the trash sorting staff, but I desperately need to throw this shit out.
I’ve finally freed upthe area with my TV, which means more importantly that I FINALLY HAVE ACCESS TO MY VACUUM CLEANER’S CHARGER.
YES DESPITE HAVING A VACUUM CLEANER AND A NICE WIRELESS ONE AT THAT I’VE HAD TO USE A BROOM BECAUSE THE CHARGER WAS IMPOSSIBLE TO GET TO.
Also, I completely forgot I had a PSVR.
I completely forgot I had my main Switch docked on that TV.
Do you see what I mean with catching up with life?
Here’s the interesting thing about the process this time around. While I’m still technically falling into the old trappings of cramming everything into one room to sort later, I’ve changed SOMETHING about it all that means I’m overall cramming less.
By the way, among the STUFF I’ve found while cleaning was this.
It’s an omamori they sell at Asakusa temple, relatively near Akihabara. It’s the “IT Omamori”, may your code be bug free and all that.
Here’s the thing, I got that on January 2024. The fact that things remain undisturbed in a corner of the house for over one year is already a lot, and there’s other things that date The Pile to at least late 2022.
Anyway, E comes tomorrow and while the cleaning isn’t done (arguably it’s only picking up now that I’m catching up) I’m happy with how I’ve managed to address the two biggest hurdles in the process.