Today’s deck is called the Hams Tarot.
Aside from the backs, it’s a nice deck this Hams Tarot.
I may or may not have.
Writing this, stuck in my head
The Japanese opening to Hamtaro.
Today’s reading speaks of how meditation and a spirited attitude is key to finding the light at the end of the tunnel.
I’ve been mentally DRAINED today.
It’s interesting though, because I’m not even feeling particularly overwhelmed, just… tired.
In terms of what bit my brain decided to untangle today, I started thinking about how appeasing people is almost like a reflex to me, to the point where sometimes I feel almost like… automatic when I do so, which is tied to trying to explain other general, very likely plurality-based STUFF.
Didn’t do much today, honestly, I’ve just been dissociating on my PC.
Well, that’s not entirely true. In the last singing lesson my teacher told me about having a mixer and using headphones to hear your own voice when singing so I got one in Yodobashi and went to pick it up.
I wanted to go to a karaoke just to keep myself awake and push my sleep schedule further forward so I tried the Round One in Umeda.
All in all, I don’t think I’ll frequent Round One specifically for practice on my own. It’s not a matter of quality mind you, it’s just that even the smallest room is so big that it feels like a waste, like it’s squarely a “going with friends” sort of place.
Incidentally, my own confidence in my singing skills tends to ebb and flow in the usual artist way of “the smallest obstacle makes you doubt everything you’ve accomplished”, but today quite a bit of singing from other rooms leaked into mine and uh…
…I mean I’m not Andrea Bocelli but I can at least brag that I’m above average, I guess.
I was also singing after being awake for over 12 hours by then, so…
By the way, if you want to know what the fuck the title of today is about, go watch the Aquarion OVAs.
I will not elaborate beyond that.