Today’s deck is the Stray Cat Tarot.
Love it, into rotation it goes.
Today’s reading is interesting, it reflects something I always think about from time to time. Take for example me wanting to get back into making games proper, but giving myself leeway when other responsabilities sap me of energy.
Today’s reading basically reflects the inherent fear in those actions of “Am I doing the right thing? Am I being too soft?”.
One detail I forgot to mention yesterday because of… y’know, everything; was that I sent an email to a disposal company to get rid of some sex dolls I got ages ago.
I’ve kept them mainly because, well, I like dolls and they’re effectively just big dolls. The problem is that they’re very hard to maneuver. And yes that also means if you wanna do good on the sex part of sex doll.
I’m not gonna be very descriptive on the issues but one that should be evident is that you’re lugging around 20kg of uncooperative weight, by the time you get it on you’re already winded as fuck.
So you know, if they’re gonna take space doing nothing not even for the sex part or the doll part, I might as well get rid of them and use the space for something else I need more.
I sent it on Saturday though, so it’ll be a bit before they reply.
Honestly that’s a good transition into today because… this is odd to explain but it feels like Monday in a “this holiday feels like it’s lasted too long” sort of way. Probably because so many business took the chance to run a long holiday so a few food places I like are still closed and I feel it more.
It’s also why I ended up not doing the whole “I wanna take photos” thing because who knows what’s open.
I mean that and that going out on a Sunday is Hell.
Speaking of Hell, my accountant contacts me because there’s a tax thing I gotta finish filing before tomorrow lest my whatever status be denied and I need to pay more. It was thankfully nothing too extensive. She later got back to me with a thing I gotta pay first thing in the morning.
ALSO speaking of hell, I went to Shakeshack for dinner and made the oopsie of ordering a burger with cheese.
For context: Shakeshack has a Shackburger and a Hamburger. A Shackburger is basically just a Hamburger with cheese by default. Predictably it was a matter of time before I got things mixed up, which is a problem when you consider that I have a lactose allergy AND intolerance.
What that means is that an oopsie of eating ice cream isn’t just gonna hurt on the way out, it’s gonna hurt on the way down.
But also I’m not gonna waste a good burger, I’ll just pray my respect for food spares me some karma as it goes down.