Today’s deck is the Bumbleberry Hollows Tarot Deck.
It’s so cute it makes me wanna die.
Today’s reading is reassurance that all the stuff I’ve been long ruminating about I’ll be able to act on soon and I SURE HOPE SO CARDS THIS SHIT IS GETTING OLD.
I’m feeling kinda off today. Even outside of my usual “I’ve been social now I’m anxious” recurrent issues, there’s just this general physical malaise going on. And I suspect part of it might be, at least in part because of the same LED that was malfunctioning the other day.
You see, the battery died. You’d think that means it stops glowing but instead what it does is try to turn on, die, try again, etc… which translates into it flashing constantly. Imagine trying to sleep with a thing flashing at random and when you barely wake up you’ve NO CLUE what the fuck just happened.
“Fer, why don’t you just take it out of the room?” Great question!
I did at least get to work a little bit, though I saw too late that the bank wanted me to call them. Now that I think about it, I wonder if seeing that message was something else that tanked my mood. At least they weren’t contacting me on Friday yet again.
I did an attempt to go out for a bit at night but my stomach protested so hard that it forced me to return home making stops at different bathroom stalls.
I wouldn’t say it was overall a shitty day… but it was, by at least ONE definition, shitty.