Today’s deck is the Tarot of the Goddesses.
If we set aside for a moment my self-admittedly questionable opinions about Mall Feminism and its aesthetics, the deck is nice!
Today’s reading follows the pattern as of late and advices that personal improvements require a focus on choices to balance things around.
I’ve got a friend that tends to check in on me as a prelude to venting. She didn’t even vent, mind you, she was just like “hiiii”.
I actually tell people to assume any conversation in a chat screen with me is eternally open so no need to chime in with “hello” or the like first. Reason being that someone just typing “Fer” will kick in my fight or flight and I’d much rather wake up to fifteen paragraphs.
This was all 100% me overreacting and the lack of meds making my brain dwell too much on that particular point, but the point is that I spent most of the day in a sort of suspenseful haze.
Not gonna blame this friend in question for that, though. it was just the aforementioned lack of medication making it so the H in ADHD kicked in.
Oh right, also a pipe blew outwards in Umeda and while I didn’t go see it, it was hilarious seeing people’s reactions to it. While the myriad “dark palace” and “Umeda dungeon” jokes were great, my favorite were people basically going “man, even sewage problems have to be over the top in Osaka”.
I did do a bunch of sorting while in the haze and I was thinking about something I think is funny.
From my dabblings in LLM bullshit as much for curiosity as to Know My Enemy, I remember some of them had a negative prompt field that’s so ridiculous when I think about it.
Like, I understand the theory that models are trained by pointing out that this output or that output is bad. But in practice it means you put in shit like “Negative prompt: bad quality, extra limbs” and so on and that’s just… does nobody realize how they look doing that?
It’s not as funny as this cat though.
I’ve had this pic saved because it makes me laugh like an idiot every single time and I might need it in a dark moment.
Anyway, not much novelty today otherwise, allergies still kicking my ass and a two hour nap at like 9PM screwing my sleep schedule some more.