Today’s deck is Britt’s Third Eye Tarot.
It is cuter than the box would lead you to believe, that much is certain.
Today’s reading continues the proverbial pat on the shoulder. Specifically advising me to both remember the good feelings when the hard times inevitably come and to rest.
God the vibe isn’t quite right today.
Not like it would’ve affected that many things in the grand scheme of everything, though. Today’s forecast is Ass.
With this in mind one of the first things I did was go out and stock up on food in case I had to be stuck inside the house. I also answered some emails… emphasis on SOME, there were a couple more matters that left me in a very “That’s a Monday thing” sort of vibe.
After that I caught up with the blog finally and then…….
God I’m way too low energy today. If I wasn’t keeping tabs on it I would’ve suspected I haven’t taken my meds or something. In fact I’d suspect it also because I keep thinking that I should take better pics of Sol.
I’m aware it’s more my attachment to her than the ADHD going rampant, but still. I’ve actually thought a lot lately about that, about how attached I feel to my girls, how painful it’d be to lose them or their faces getting damaged.
I’ve wondered if I should be concerned, but I’ve come to realize that it’s just a case of having the luxury of allowing myself to be attached to an object, where I’ve built a lot of memories with them over 4 years and I’m in a relatively safe enough position where I can afford to open myself to an object I project feelings onto, one that’s entirely emotional as opposed to say… a tool.
Anyway, after getting up from bed for the third time in a single day I sat on the PC and downed half a bag of chocolate frosted flakes and perked up.
…meaning the lethargy was probably a lack of sugar. I know I’ve not snacked with sweets in a couple of days but sheesh.
Near midnight the rain stopped so I went out to throw away trash and I checked the state of the trees, see how many petals the rain knocked down. It was heartening that is wasn’t too bad so I returned and went back out again with Sol.
I’m taking photos and I’m still in that spot of “this isn’t bad but the vibes feel… off”. And it wasn’t until minutes later that I realized the outline of her hair looked off.
You see, I like to keep hair and bangs near the eye line because it gives more flexibility with angles and line of sight. For example, if you take a look at Luna’s latest pic close by you’ll notice that if her face was fully uncovered, her line of sight would be way different.
So one adjustment later and OH MY GOD FINALLY SOL LOOKS LIKE SOL.
Not only that but the callback to one of her first pics was also successful.
Now I can be at peace and also update my social media profile pics.
Oh yeah, I also felt something cold in my pocket and some worm or something had fallen into it.
Good omen? Bad omen? I’unno.