Today’s deck is Komasan’s Keseran&Pasaran Tarot.
I’ve got no clue who Komasan is or what Keseran OR Pasaran are, only results I saw were in Fandom and that website crashes my browser. It IS Luna Factory though, and we stan Luna Factory here.
Today’s reading insists on how the time to grab control of my life is now.
Exhaustion might be catching up with me.
My brain is stuck in “Sol deserves better photos, let’s take better photos of her”, but simply put between needing to wake up earlier than usual yesterday and all the stuff done, I’m TIRED.
So tired in fact that my Japanese teacher asked me if I coudln’t sleep because I kept yawning during the lesson.
The exhaustion didn’t, however, stop me from impulse buying a Nikkon F4 I saw with E the other day.
It’s fine, it’s money that would’ve gone to gacha otherwise.
I stopped by my office on the way back. There were some emails and such I needed to reply to, some payments I needed to make, and also a minor update to Worms I wanted to make.
Long story short I added a blank translation option. It’s not a comprehensive list of languages but rather the option for anyone to patch in their language if they wanted.
I did it after a friend and recurrent co-conspirator collaborator told me he was translating the game and I figured fuck it, why not?
It took A While to upload, though. The computer keeps defaulting to wifi despite having an ethernet cable connected and I should check that out someday when I have more brain to spare for that specific task.
We also had the thought of going somewhere to try astrophotography… but the day was overcast. Moreover the forecast for tomorrow is Ass.
And while sitting on my home PC, thinking about stuff that I should do before the weather becomes fully ass and stuff turns harder to do, I kept feeling stunlocked in that push and pull of wanting to do something but being too tired to do it.
Y’know, it’s nice that for once it’s from physical exhaustion and not from stress or being unmedicated.
So I thought “What would Sol think about if she saw me struggling because I wanna take better pics of her?”
Well… she would reassure me there’s no hurries, that it’s fine, better to take the photos while the vibes are right… all the while Luna grills me about not doing justice to her precious sister.
I’ll defer to the younger sibling in this case.