Today’s deck is the Mystical Medley’s Tarot.
Despite the name being more like Looney Tunes (yes, I know Merry Melodies is a riff on Disney’s Silly Simphonies, but also Fuck Disney with a cactus), the theme is more like Fleischer cartoons.
I suspect they made them thinking about Cuphead, but y’know, same difference.
It’s also Deckstiny deck so…
But wait! There’s more!
Today’s reading reflects on a wish to remain steadfast in the face of struggles.
It was a relaxed Monday in general, seems the weather will stop being ass for a change.
Aside from the usual busywork, the main thing today was me going to pick up my meds. It was a simple refill appointment so it went by fast.
The important bit was the doctor asking me if I had lots of pills right now, which I do, I’ve been deliberately setting the appointment earlier every time so as to build up a reserve of them just in case another shortage happens.
But the thing is that when he asked me I lowkey panicked, which might’ve been obvious since he immediately reassured me “oh it’s fine it’s not a problem”.
In that moment I became keenly aware of how much of my old fears and such are fresh, just an instinctive distrust of any authority figure that questions me ever so slightly born from growing up in the sort of place where “don’t ever go out without your ID or the cops will deport you to Colombia” was a normal turn of phrase that nobody questioned.
Aside from that the other highlight was me going to Loft and seeing supplies for making Wax Seals.
The intrusive thoughts won, so now I have supplies to make wax seals.